he is dead..

ishi is DEAD..



oh my god..



although time flies like nobody's business..

i guess things like this do affect our mood..

especially so wen you know that person.



well.. it's not like i really knw him that well.. but all i can is that i knw him better than some of those people i say 'hi' and 'bye' to...


wen it's like i've known him onli a few weeks short of one year!




see? i am still lucky..
but.. i gotta dig out where i kept this piece of paper..



haiXx..

Hmm.. how should i put it?
it's like when you meet people, you sort of can tell whether their smile is genuine or not..
that's the same when it comes to talking to someone or having friends..

omg.. i totally went omg omg omg omg for duno how many times when pearlyn ho told me abt it.. it's like so shocking?

it's difficult to swallow lor.. how shld i put it..
er.. i knw this thing happened and you know it's true.. but somehow it doesnt really link to ISHI.. cos he's like one of the last incident that you would ever think would happen to him.

yep.. it's really shocking.. some people are really too good at hiding their real emotions.. sometimes, those that seems very strong, are actually those who are very 'nua'..

just on monday..i was telling joyce..
on one day.. project meeting.. mike was telling us abt freak accidents that happened to some ppl.. [well.. it seems he nvr run out of interesting stuffs liek this?]

den i asked joyce.. how would you choose to die?
she told me her lecturer said that breathing in carbon monoxide is the easiest way.. he said something abt standing behind a bus and breathing in the carbon monoxide wun get u killed.. but you would most probably die cause the bus hit you while reversing or something..
and he also said that the easiest and most pain and hassle free way to commit suicide is to hv urself in the car, switch on the air con and just sleep there.. and before u even realise it.. you will be dead by then..

wow! okay.. so we all now know which is the easist way to DIE...

so sad lar.. omg.. jsut die liddat? 26 years old nia! still got loads of things to see..


well. ISHI.. no matter whr u are! u better take care and get to heaven..
u most likely wun see this..but.. erm.. ya lar.. just liddat..

[ ps. my classmate said this.
she wanted to remain free thinker..
why?
so when she's dead.. she can pray to all the gods and see which lets her to go to HEAVEN..

erm.. nice one.. =.='' ]