er.. at this rate i'm going.. i shld be able to finsh this whole thing within 4 days.. which is from ytd till saturday..

oh my god.. it's super ultra sad lar.. used onli 4 tissue for the first 2 episodes..
den episode 3 used none.. but episode 4 used like 2 tissues.. 5 hor.. i cry like siao sia.. if u noticed my puffy eyes.. i cry till iheadache lor.. it's super duper sad.. haiXx.. watching all this shows just reminds me how shallow all these BGR can be in real life.. how shld i say this? look at the couples arnd u lar.. how many can u say that they are REALLY in LOVE with each other? At least in this movie.. there's someone there for Aya.. someone who has genuine feelings for her.. which is Haruto Asou. whoa lao.. still did a whole lot of research on Spinocerebellar degeneration. Not like useless de kenichi [forgot the character's name liao.. i onli rmb it's quite long..] ah!! kawamoto-senpai!!! aiyo.. know abt her disease jiu siam her~!

aniwae.. it's so sad lor.. of course some wld say so romantic.. she can find someone who loves her so much.. BUT.. wad's the point of having someone who loves you so much yet cant be together?
someone asked me this qns..
if u had a spouse and u're a very loving couple for many years..
wld u wanna die first or die later?

my ans: of course i die l8r lar..
why? cos i dun wanna die first..
his ans: of course my spouse die first la..
why? cos i dowan her to live a life grieving for me..

yah.. quite true.. but of course.. if things like this cums out from kadri de mouth who wld believe? =X
joking..
aniwae.. this line isnt suitable for the person who said this.

oh dear.. my eyes are SOOOOOOOO puffy and RED!!! whoa.. cry till headache..
i guess the last time i cry till so jialat is watch the xian jian qi xia zhuan? of course.. tt movie.. thanks to yangyi! =) anyone can watch but.. somehow... there's hidden meanings that some might nt be able to catch.. so.. ya.. yangyi was there to explain everything.. and cry with me..
[my only regret is that we did it like a mth or so beofre o lvls?]

whoa lao.. die liao lar.. liddat i duno how i gg to survive the other episodes... aniwae.. they very mean lor.. cos at the end wen they play the song and credits.. they oso post pictures of the REAL gal with captions under the pics.. the best part is that the pictures are arranged in this sequence that shows her from a young kid to a healthy teenager to various disabilities.. den the song.. although the subtitles for the song is small.. still can read lor.. JUST listening to the song makes u feel sad.. with the images and the lyrics.. it only makes anyone EMOTIONAL..

i broke my record for 'one litre of tears'.. 8 tissue used.. =( so sad.. sad story..
Spinocerebellar degeneration is a really SCARY disease... do look wikipedia it or sth..