okay... hvnt got the chance to get an entry up yesterday due to the STUPID internet explorer!
i EMO-ing lor.. WTF..
so damn pissed!!

all i can rmb is tt i went for band chalet..went to cycle.. or shld i say DRAGGED to cycle?! ohh.. dun tink i know how to cycle liao hor.. cos i still duno! BUT i din stay overnight for the chalet.. even though i left tthe place at arnd 1 plus.. [might as well stay over rt?] if i know tt yunus realli dun mind staying over.. i realli stay one lor.. =) and..i go home slp hor.. kena a stiff neck the nxt day.. -.-"

ohh!! the 3 of us, namely me, kenneth and yunus were in a room.. yunus was teaching kenneth cheong to play the bassoon.. me? sleeping on the bed lar! NOT VERY NOISY.. -.-" thank god!!! i had my ear piece with me! haha!! at least i wun hv to tahan too much of the bassoon sound! =X
okay.. just kidding!
aniwae. the freaking weird thing is is this! a lady, my teacher's relative, went into the toilet.. everyone noticed that! HOWEVER! the weird thing is that no one noticed her cumin out!!
hmm, tt's SPOOKY! ohh... the reason i went home at 1.30am was because i dun hv to cab home!! ah gong JACKSON drove us home! =) So nice of him!!

wed n thurs!
went to bugis on wed? er. i tink so..
thurs? i tink i slacked at home! SUPER DUPER RARE!! slept pretty early i guess..

FRIDAY!!
wore sth pretty jap to band.. haha.. ju ju oso wear with me.. haha.. why wear jap tt day? =X
cos i nth better to do!
aniwae..was in one of my 'do something crazy' kinda mood tt day..
ju ju and i were in the same style..
since we both wear till jap jap.. we decided to call randy to go take neo print with us.. UNFORTUNATELY.. he had work..
awH~! so we went to watc TMNT with the rest.. =)
after the movie.. Raphael ran down the escalator going up.. den realise there's no way he can leave GV unless he goes up again and guai guai take the stairs.. -.-"
so naugthy rt?
Xueping: u tink u ninja turtle izzit?
wahahahaha.. enuf said eh?
hmm, did u know one turtle is named raphael? >.<
since we couldnt get randy to take neo print with us! we got matthew!
my JU JU's guardian angel! =)
haha.. tt was his first time taking it with frens.. wahahahaha..arent we lucky ju? XD

went out for supper with qingcai.. quite funny lar.. cos one day i wanted to find jolene.. but met him on my way home.. -.-" haha.. yeah.. i nvr knew the coffee shop over 122 had such yummy food! we had SAMBAL STINGRAY, prawn noodle, pork rib noodles and guo tie [pan-fried dumplings] reached home b4 midnight..

aniwae.. went emo with rui..

okay.. wen u see the word emo.. u are warned..wadeva's below might not be very nice to read.. =X
and if any of those arent true.. my sincere apologies..

argh!

i JUST dun understand...

WHY?

why?

wHY?

whY?

WhY?

why izzit that..

wen u know all guys lie.. u still believe everyword they say?
u know the outcome will be bad yet u still cling onto it?
u know tt some ppl is not worth missing..yet u still miss them?
some ppl arent worth being rmbed..yet u cant forget?
just a little perserverence will make u feel ALOT better! wen u know tt blaming urself is NOT an option..?
if u hv 10 frens by ur side.. and 9.5 tells u tt guy's a JERK.. CAN U PLEASE dun fall i love with that guy?
wen u know tt life is short n bitter..can u not make it more bitter by tinkin of sad stuff?
if u duno wad they're tinking abt.. can u just ask?
if u cant bring urself to see ur ex happily i love with some other person..can u dun be so 伟大
and bring urself to wish them happiness?
ignorance is bliss.. wen finding out the truth means more PAIN.. is it necessary?
if u cant forget.. den forgive..

haiXxx.. LOVE HURTS?
yep.. but there's another side to this too..
BUT since i'm EMO-ing.. i shant touch tt...

hmm, why izzit that there's ppl arnd cheating other's feelings?
taking these stuff like it's some game?

oh yah.. ppl keep saying wanna find shuai ge or pretty gals..
hmm..
for me.. i guess looks are secondary ba?
afterall.. those who look good tend to stray.. =X
generally speaking..


one qns:
is it better to...
love someone who dont hv any feelings for u?
OR
be loved by someone whom u dun hv any feelings towards?

hee.. very diff to choose hor?
hmm, but i guess everyone will experience this at some point of ur life..
but to these situations.. there's no fixed answer ba?
okay..
i hope i dun get another prob!

aniwae.. now it's my prob liao!
whoa lao.. i'm seriously trying my best not to use aniting tt shld be represented by these"****".. ARGH.. i guess u're right! wen i really wanna complain.. it owaes fails!
DAMNIT!!

argh..
my fren said i am not the type that let my heart rule over my mind..
i hold dear to everything i possess..
i am pretty cheerful in nature..
though sadness exists in my life.. i take no heed to it..
i tink it is part and parce of life..
HOWEVER,
my eternal fear for lack of company and accomlishment wld take effort to overcome..

hehe.. i find it very true lar..
reads my mind like a book eh?

argh..
aniway.. hv been tinking abt such stuff..
i hope i'm not being sensitive to it..

i feel that i'm being pang seh-ed by my frens..
wadeva..
heys..
i seriously hope tt i AM imagining stuff lar..
sent alot of sms.. but onli a few replies came back.. and it's late..
nvm tt..
i tag the tag board.. i am like invisible..
TOTALLY ignored..
ASS..

the best part is this..
those who are free.. dun wana go.. those who are really interested.. really had sth on.. and they are keen on it even though it's not their interest / area of expertise.. wadeva..
and those who really cant make it are really apologetic lar..
and.. those u dun tink they wld even consider.. actually expressed interest in it..and they arent my close frens..
yah.. u can owaes debate tt it doesnt interest them..
i would like to stress tt it's not abt the event..
it's abt the attitude..
can u imagine the hurt?
i duno why am i even blogging abt all these.. it's not like many ppl can understand wad i'm going thru.. afterall.. u can try putting urself in my shoes.. yes u can..BUT i cant say for sure that u will get the correct picture.. lemme put it this way, u wun be able to know how intense the pain is wen each problem is like a slap.. wad i view as the worst part might not be wad u view as the worst.. and the impact would be very different...
argh.. Will getting it off my back will make me feel better? i hope?
i used to be really upset wen ppl make EMPTY promises..
NOW..
i guess i shld just treat it as part n parcel of life..
yeah.. welcome to the new life man..
if u wanna live life happily.. den u jolly well gotta forgive n forget.. those u cant forgive? just throw it aside.. well.. for ppl like me who forgets stuff all the time.. FORGETTING is definitely not an issue..

haiXx.. afterall.. i am EMO-ing..

oh yah.. for ppl who are damn worried i am too stressed or wad.. dun worry..
hmm, as times passes.. i guess we tend to be more forgiving..
but i cant say for sure.. wad will happen this time..

i duno if anyone can even tell tt i'm actually that down / depressed..
haa.. yah.. it's kinda too late if u realise it wen i put "EMO-ing" as part of my nickname..
aniwae.. there's no need to feel bad abt not sensing it aniwae..

hmm... dun feel too good after blogging still.. maybe i shld start listening to sad songs too!
afterall.. some of the lyrics are really well written..